Things i do for myself is a must now
Everything that ain’t with it is at the past now
Things that still lingers around
Makes me wonder how
Is it still in my blood stream?
Cause it sure ain’t with my dreams
And i ain’t making it seems
Like how i still couldn’t understand
How a person under me could still stand in my way.
It was slightly raining that windy afternoon. i just got out of the bus on the opposite perpendicular side of the little waiting area for the next bus. As i listen to my ipod and worrying if i was going to be late to meet up my friend, I carelessly ignore the world and listen to sweet tune of the mustang’s screeching, swerving as it makes a left and lose control of the wheel. Seeing is believing yet seeing it means reacting into it. I jump but it didn’t matter.
I am my worst enemy
No one could see this creature except for me
It’s build from the ground up
So I know it’s going to be tough
To beat; with its rough edges on its skin
Angrier than a San Miguel Gin
Waking up inside a bin
Forces me to take a leave
Giving up on everything I had up my sleeve.
Questioning what’s my purpose
To save whom I believe are my primroses
Cause I do not know if I could ever do the same thing as Everdeen
To kill, Bad Habits, that’s been
Standing over my shoulder ever since
My debut on this planet, that came with my original sin
Part of the seven deadly
So we all know where this is going to end, sadly
But a part of me is willing to sacrifice gladly
To prevent what might not turn out to be lovely.
You can rely on others for what you can’t do for yourself
You’re not alone in space
Everyone’s alone
No one will offer a hand to someone who doesn’t try to help themselves.
(got it from an anime character [Marika Kato @ Mourestu Pirates] and change herself to themselves)
Karma is a bitch
sometimes she might strip
her guts to you and be nice to you
buy you shoes, so maybe you could get a clue
how hard she is trying to not be made in the same place
where she put all the guys before hand
listening to guys who couldve made it to making the band
to heal her heart that was damage by someone from the shore
this might be the cure
but once another guy comes along, she will immediately say sure.
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I’ve been hunted by my own thoughts for a while now
and i do not know what to do
should i go for the big bang now
or should i go back and try once again on something that is left forgotten
every since i heard her name once again and did not came out of my mouth
i could stop thinking about h.e.r.
why is she still lingering around;
this past experience of mine is hunting me
putting me in a blur state of mind
making me want to re-do
fantasizing we could turn back the time
to reclaim whats rightfully mine
that i have thrown away in the gutter
so i wouldn’t be bother
yet the grip is still within the bruise
that there is no other better cruise
Proclaiming we are the worst
but we aren’t the one whose casting curses
around to the people that hurt you first
and your just doing this out of eyes’ thirst-
ty, we all know this could be over with some tea